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I don’t know why I believe him every time he says he’d notice if I were gone yet we haven’t talked for a while and when I do message him he doesn’t really answer me…it’s seems so pointless, I don’t know why I try? I want to just give up. I don’t want to but I don’t know what else to do
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I think I need to rant…even though no one will read this or message me but I just need to say it. I’m tired. And I just really want to give up..I found a picture of my mom and I and I cry because I realise I’ve probably disappointed her. If she were still around I would’ve disappointed her the same way I’ve let down everyone else in my life. It hurts because as much as I miss her I know that if she were still alive she’d look at me with the same disappointment my dad has looked at me. All I wanted was to make her proud. So I’ll try once more to not cut but it’s hard and the last time I cut was about a month ago and the scars of the two smaller ones have yet to fade and the big one is still large and pink…guess that’s what happens when you cut so deep you see your muscle tissue….